Drama King!

In the name of God

Drama King!! it is usually Drama Queen but actually since i am talking about a guy i preferred to say king! i know it is doesn’t work like that but hey it is my blog !

back to the main subject who is the dram king here ?! well it is me ! yes i think i am a drama king i have to overthink each and everything, and believe me that is annoying like hell not only to me but to all the people who have to live with me :p so let’s tell you exactly how am I a drama king?

i have lived in the final atmosphere like 15 time “8 midterms and 7 finals” and Thanks god i passed those 15 well but in each and everyone i felt like i was going to fail :/ and in each time i have a math, chemistry, physics, biology or any important subject final no matter how many hours i did study i feel like i didn’t study at all and no matter how many people told me that you’ll do fine in Allah’s willing i still feel like i am going fail. This feeling started to kick in harder since high school given the situation that i am now working my way to the university unlike junior high when i was working my way to high school . so currently i am in the 8th final which means i am about to complete the 16th time living in that atmosphere and yet i feel like i am going to fail.

BTW: Tomorrow i am taking my biology final and i’ll really appreciate your prayers

That was an example to my yearly routin let’s get to the daily one ^^”

when i get involved in a conversation with some people every word i hear i feel like they are talking about me even if we are talking about someone in specific i still feel like they are talking about me. And i be like “What the hell ?! why are they talking about me” even though it has nothing to do with me.

Even if we were talking about someone who isn’t me and we finished without me thinking that they were talking about me then i start to think “Well i am sure they will start to talk about me as soon as i leave them”. and i just want to clear something in this point when i say that we talk about someone i don’t mean gossiping for god’s sake we are not five years old girls -_- i mean talking normally about someone.

thats not all !! lets say i am on my way to school and i am a little bit late usually my mom and dad call me to make sure that i am Ok () ! that is normal to everyone but for me as soon as i hung up i start thinking “Oh there must be something wrong with someone in the family” – god forbids – ! and i start feeling worried all the way back home until i arrive there and make sure that nothing wrong happened to anyone “Thanks Allah”.

so the list is really long and in each normal situation to anyone, for me it would be a new drama

After you finish reading all of this i am sure that you’ll start to think ” oh crap this guy is a freak” well don’t worry in this blogpost i talked about the “kind of” old me but now for i did manage to be normal and stop this drama in my life !!

pray for me in ma finals :p !! and good luck stop thinking that you are not a drama king/queen too xD !!!