Does this count ?!

Hello everyone it had been a really long time since i’ve posted anything in my blog and to be honest there is nothing going on to talk about. Do anyone remember my post DramaKing ?! well i did right that post like months ago and actually i was shocked to get comments from my friends that they were aware of my situation and kindly continued dealing with me thanks really thank you guys

but the problem here is that i took my drama kinging and went to a whole new level it is like i have developed it and made it worst ! :/ 

it all started in Ramadan “When our maid Amina woke me up while she was crying and saying help your mother Mohammad of course a few days earlier my mom was sick so i was frighten like hell but the truth was that my mom was going to the bank around 12 pm in RAMADAN and a car came near her stole her bag and pushed her to the floor and pumped her head she was covered with blood when i saw her but thanks Allah she was OK we didn’t care about the stuff that were in the bag as much as we were thankful to Allah that my mom is safe” after that day i had a hard time sleeping actually i kind of got a sleeping phobia nightmares were hunting to me almost daily and my mind kept going left and right i was living a really bad horror movie it is like Rob Zombie himself has decided to director my life i tried to get over myself and i knew that as long as i trust Allah with everything he will be the one for it, i mean he will take care of me and my beloved ones. 

the problem here is that lately i have become a really dramatic person i keep expecting the worst in everything when i wake up from a call i expect a bad news when i go to wake my parents for the Fajer prayer i feel afraid that god forbids something happend to them and a few days ago i went to the dentist and she told me that i have to get an X-Ray and i was like is it dangerous is it something serious ?? sometimes i wake up looking for everyone to asure that they are safe, actually last sunday my sister went to her university and i was scared i know that this is wrong and i know that Allah is the one who made us and he is the one who will protect us but i really don’t know what is wrong with me ,,, is this normal for someone who is in my age ? is there anything wrong with me ?!

i thought about writing this post over and over i didn’t want to be misunderstood but i had to get it out of me is this really the next level of me becoming a TRUE drama queen :’( ?